I still catch myself, not as often as before, glancing over my shoulder to see if perhaps you forgot to say something before I left and was running after me, trying to get my attention before the car door shut and I drove off. I’ll always do this, just in case the opportunity arises where I have the ability to show you that, “I will always, always, always, I will watch over you”. To show you you can rely on me if the weight becomes too heavy on your shoulders. I know you’re more than capable on your own, sometimes it’s just nice to know that someone will be there if you need. God knows I would like to know that right now..
Please, Don’t let me fight the monsters
My mind creates alone after all these years…
Please,It took you so long to help build up the confidence I have now to hold my ground…
It’s starting again. And I can’t win if you’re not there
This isn’t working for me…
Things aren’t getting any better.
I’m still just choking back tears
With fake smiles during the day
Until it’s 2am and I’m still awake
And I just can’t fight it anymore
Nothing is more humbling
Than the echoing cries
Of a broke down man
Letting himself let it out
With no one there
Just by myself
Want to know what’s awesome? Finding out that the last two years of your life were spent being lied to. That someone you trusted willingly took you by the hand and lead you away from everything you loved, just to further a biased agenda?
How could you do this to me?
do me a favour. if a person wearing a long sleeved shirt or a sweatshirt and jeans on a hot day, don’t comment on it. don’t ask why they’re wearing it. don’t say anything at about it.
trust me, they know it’s hot, they know. but their reason for wearing what they’re wearing probably far outweighs the temperature outside.
There’s nothing in this physical world that can come close to hurting as much as hearing the woman you have loved to hell and back call you by your real name…..
What I wouldn’t give to hear her lips slip a “hey baby” by accident. I never knew how important they were to me until they weren’t spoken.