July62014
July52014

This isn’t working for me…
Things aren’t getting any better.
I’m still just choking back tears
With fake smiles during the day
Until it’s 2am and I’m still awake
And I just can’t fight it anymore
Nothing is more humbling
Than the echoing cries
Of a broke down man
Letting himself let it out
With no one there
Just by myself

July22014

(Source: greenbines, via fake-a-smile03)

7PM
greenbines:

It would be nice to know someone just absolutely loves being with you and you being in their life. It’s no fun feeling like you’re afraid to lose them, and you’re alone in the feeling. Why can’t we have this mutual feeling towards one another. Although we have friends and family, why can’t we feel like we’re all we have? It’s just you and I, and we need each other? I miss you Sweetness.

greenbines:

It would be nice to know someone just absolutely loves being with you and you being in their life. It’s no fun feeling like you’re afraid to lose them, and you’re alone in the feeling. Why can’t we have this mutual feeling towards one another. Although we have friends and family, why can’t we feel like we’re all we have? It’s just you and I, and we need each other? I miss you Sweetness.

(via fake-a-smile03)

7PM

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July12014
I miss my son

I miss my son

June232014
“I’m still hoping it’s you and me in the end.” 10-Word Story (via whitebeyonce)

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June222014
9PM

Want to know what’s awesome? Finding out that the last two years of your life were spent being lied to. That someone you trusted willingly took you by the hand and lead you away from everything you loved, just to further a biased agenda?
How could you do this to me?

12PM

twentyonee-pilots:

do me a favour. if a person wearing a long sleeved shirt or a sweatshirt and jeans on a hot day, don’t comment on it. don’t ask why they’re wearing it. don’t say anything at about it.

trust me, they know it’s hot, they know. but their reason for wearing what they’re wearing probably far outweighs the temperature outside.

(via lunacyincolour)

2AM

There’s nothing in this physical world that can come close to hurting as much as hearing the woman you have loved to hell and back call you by your real name…..
What I wouldn’t give to hear her lips slip a “hey baby” by accident. I never knew how important they were to me until they weren’t spoken.

June212014
“I can’t think of anything but nights with you.”

Zelda Fitzgerald to Scott Fitzgerald

Everything you love is here

(via lovequotesrus)

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4AM
“I don’t believe in unconditional love. In fact, I think it’s unwise. My love has had a condition that if ever my love keeps you from you, from your growing, and realizing your personal potential, then I must step aside. No one has the right to stand in the way of another’s joy, development, or unique perceptions.” Leo Buscaglia (via blitea)

I FUCKING HATE THIS. I FUCKING HATE THAT THIS IS TRUE. I DONT FEEL ANY BETTER ABOUT MYSELF FOR REALIZING THIS AND TRYING TO STAND ASIDE. I FEEL EVEN WORSE BECAUSE YOU FOUND WHAT YOU NEEDED, AND IM DEAD INSIDE FOR NOT BEING IT

(Source: wordsnquotes, via alexluviano)

4AM

All I’ve ever done my whole entire life is hold grudges of past circumstances and allow them destroy myself. I make myself unable to feel satisfied or recognize what is right in front of me, until I render the other party unsatisfied, incomplete and broken. I made the most beautiful Gerber Daisy wilt till every petal that I used to live for died. And it’s only until the last petal falls, when there’s nothing left of it but an ordinary, boring stem, with no charm or uniqueness, that I realize how perfect it was.
I’m the biggest fuck up that I have ever heard of, and I deserve this. My penance will be watching you regrow, and bloom thanks to the hands of someone else. Until nothing of me has the strength to go on

4AM
“The people I have loved in my life have never been easy to love. I’m not used to normal. I’m used to disaster.
I’m accustomed to working for love.” Augusten Burroughs, Dry. (via theburnthatkeepseverything)

(Source: theburnthatkeepseverything, via loveandddrevenge)