July312014
“One of the most courageous decisions you will ever make is to finally let go of whatever is hurting your heart and soul.” (via thisisnotmyfairytaleendingg)

Or making yourself not be in love with someone you feel is a living and breathing part of you.. This is so hard, and I’m so scared I won’t be able to

(Source: onlinecounsellingcollege, via frustrationn)

July162014
9PM
“I don’t think you understand that you can literally rip my heart out and stomp on it and I’ll apologize for getting your shoes dirty.” the best text I’ve ever received (via sadwavy)

(Source: battleagainsttheworld, via glass-g1rl)

8PM

crackedsidewalksurfer:

Citizen | The Night I Drove Alone

And I should’ve crashed the car
When I was all alone
Escape from all I know

(via onajulysunday)

(52,309 plays)

8PM
July152014
“I want alcohol so strong, that it burns your name out of my throat.” it’s a sad life (via complite)

(Source: the-p3rks, via lovelymonstrosity)

1AM

You’re going to be sad.
You’re going to want to scream and punch things.
Do it.
Let out every ounce of anger you have.
Sit on the floor and cry until you feel numb.
Listen to songs that make your heart sink to your feet.
Write angry letters to all the people who have broken you, left you, ignored you or hurt you.
Throw your hairbrush at the wall.
Do it twelve times.
Do it until you feel like you can breathe again.

You’re going to be sad.
You’re going to want to hurt yourself.
Don’t you dare do it.
Sit on the floor and watch cartoons like you did when you were little.
Listen to songs that make you want to dance around your bedroom in your underwear at 3 A.M.
Make paper airplanes out of those angry letters and watch them soar into the fireplace.
Brush all the knots out of your hair and say “I am worth it” into the mirror.
Say it twelve times.
Say it until you feel like you can breathe again.

You’re going to be sad.
You’re going to get through it.

(via moments-passing-by)

I really needed to read this tonight

(via calif0rniawishing)

(Source: pessimistiic, via thelifeofawretchedsoul)

July132014

I’m so tired of waking up at 4am in tears because any image my mind dreams up revolves around you.
I wish I could go back in time and make sure that fucking maple tree never grew. It’s not as easy as deleting every photo that I’m in from your harddrive to me. You’re more than just a chapter in my book, you are every fucking coffee stained page.. I’m really glad that every word you faked to me could just be black boxed and whited out, so when you reread your fixed and adulterated fairytale ending, my presence will seem just as minuscule and fleeting as your faithfulness proved to be. Thanks for making the greatest desire I had ever felt seem so trivial and rudimentary… Thanks for never telling anyone about your indiscretions (all of them, yeah, not just the one) so you can always seem to be better than you really are, and focus their attention to anyone else’s shortcomings. Thanks for making the last 7 years of my life as cheap as your fake eyelashes. Thanks for showing how a love you felt so strongly about can be snuffed out simply by someone else’s attention.. I wish you never let me believe I could make you happy. Enjoy your “real adult life” of red wine and neat lofts. Real proud for ya. You’re absolutely so much better than me.

4AM

(Source: sheisthewater, via tits-n-t4ts)

July122014

I still catch myself, not as often as before, glancing over my shoulder to see if perhaps you forgot to say something before I left and was running after me, trying to get my attention before the car door shut and I drove off. I’ll always do this, just in case the opportunity arises where I have the ability to show you that, “I will always, always, always, I will watch over you”. To show you you can rely on me if the weight becomes too heavy on your shoulders. I know you’re more than capable on your own, sometimes it’s just nice to know that someone will be there if you need. God knows I would like to know that right now..

2AM
“I want you to feel something when you hear my name” poisuun (via poisuun)

(via fake-a-smile03)

2AM
“You don’t know “pain” until you fall in love with the wrong one.” (via balcazarrr)

(via were-unstoppable)

July72014

Please, Don’t let me fight the monsters
My mind creates alone after all these years…
Please,It took you so long to help build up the confidence I have now to hold my ground…
Please…
It’s starting again. And I can’t win if you’re not there

July62014
July52014

This isn’t working for me…
Things aren’t getting any better.
I’m still just choking back tears
With fake smiles during the day
Until it’s 2am and I’m still awake
And I just can’t fight it anymore
Nothing is more humbling
Than the echoing cries
Of a broke down man
Letting himself let it out
With no one there
Just by myself

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